My Metaphoric HoleI am digging myself deeper into my metaphoric hole. Lost in the soil of self-disrespect, shame and pain I am looking for the light at the top. I am going deeper into my despair.My Metaphoric Hole
What have I become?
The night that befalls me shades my sense of identity And I must dig to find it, but I am only fooling myself. Going deeper still into something that leeches the life out of me. My ever joyous facade can fool others as long as I allow it to,
But Providence and I know better.
People pass by my pit of self-worthlessness, Peeking in to see who has now succumbed to
UnderstandDon't you understand? I love you. I want nothing more than to be with you. Forever. Don' you understand? I love you. I want what's best for you. I don't want to see you hurt. Don't you understand? I love you! Please don't turn away... But have your way, if you wish. Can't you understand that I love you.Understand
I love you...
At the EndI can't help but cry When I think of her: Her abscence of logic,At the End
Her total aversity to me. One thought,
One simple jump of a brain wave Got her into trouble that she'll never understand. And she's in it deep
At the End.
Only YouI can't go to sleep. I'm thinking. Contemplating a world of foolishness I must find a way to forget till morning.Only You
The heavy chains of thought leave me on the floor And I cannot get up.
Who can save me from this? Only You.
Who can soothe me into submissive sleep? Only You. I cry to You as my chains bear down, harder and harder.
Save me from this wretched darkness! Calm me and dry my tears. I can rest in Your arms forever,
But my nature turns me away. Born in sin, I cannot comply. I rebel.
My chains return, and I lie on the cold floor aga
Goodbye
i'm trying to figure out when u can stay over but the cats have to go first. all they do is pee, crap, throwup, etc... and its filthy. my mom doesnt want anyone in the house the way it is. we have absolutely NO edges on our walls because they have scratched them all the way down. if i ever hated cats it has never been this strong. i will flush them all down the toilet.
I LOVE YA AND I MISS YA. tell daddy (and mom when you talk to her) and christian and the fleabag grew i said "HAY"
P.S. dont you love my typos...hehehe
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if you love me, you'll visit my gallery.=proflow
its full of pretty stuff.hehe
the hot guy is the featured deviation.
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if you love me, you'll visit my gallery.=proflow
its full of pretty stuff.hehe
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"Alas! My love, you say goodbye
Wipe the poison from my brow
Alas, my love, this guilty night
Gives me up like a foster child..."
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"Alas! My love, you say goodbye
Wipe the poison from my brow
Alas, my love, this guilty night
Gives me up like a foster child..."
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